Kind of a movie/life review

Who ever would have thought that a plastic bag floating in the wind, would have such a spiritual impact? Just watching it stirred this happiness inside me; and I couldn't help but smile to myself. Actually, I've been all smiles lately. This change has made me more happy then I can ever remember or the happiest I've ever been in my small, short life. I'm so glad I have someone to share it with. One of my main goals this summer has been to find myself spiritually with no pressures from the church and it looks like I have succeeded. Finding yourself spiritually doesn't exactly mean God or religion. Yes I believe in God and I pray, but finding yourself spiritually means finding "you" in your self. Yay for me! I can't wait to greet society with this huge smile. Everyone should see American Beauty.