Sunday, July 1, 2007
Why can't ...
Why can't I pass tests? With an A? I'm so sick of studying and still not doing well! Math, physics...today was the last straw. I totally blanked out on my physics test today and yesterday I didn't do well on my trig test. I almost started crying after first period today. Thank God Chris was there to help me feel better. He always knows just what to say...It always seems like no matter how much I study I can not succeed! I always end up with a C or a really low A or something. Maybe I'm looking for too much here but I have such high expectations for myself and I will not for one minute deny that I can't get 100s on tests. I know I can! I can do anything I want to. The other part of me though is so ready to give up. I just keep thinking how happy I'd be if I'd just throw in the towel and go back to my old ways. But I know I'll just end up screwing myself over later in life. I'm so confused right now. I want to cry. I want to sleep. I'm sick of being stressed.
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UHG, I know exactly how you feel, Pix! I studied forEVER and took three pages of notes for a math test, and I still only got like an 85.... I used to never study for tests and I would still always finish before everyone else, and always get 90+ scores... but now it's so much harder, for no reason. o_O; All my friends are still always getting 100s on all their tests, and suddenly I can't get anything higher than an 85.... grr! ...And it really destroys my motivation! *kicks stuff!* It's like, what's the point of studying at all, if I know it's not gonna help?? I hate you, school! I hate you!!! *cry*(/ramble)
Well thank goodness it's not only me! It's especially aggrevating when you basically study the same amount as your boyfriend who gets 102s on his trig tests and you only get a 90... what the crap is that about? grr...
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